i have loved you for years now.... but i really didn't know what love truly is, until recently.
We moved from being complete strangers to best friends. And then, i began to love you... each day was a lesson in love.... first i learnt to give love and expect it in return..... then i learnt to give love and not expect you to love me back, but i expected you to take my love and somewhere i never expected you to love someone else.... then i learnt to just give you love without expecting you to take it or be grateful for it... then i learnt to watch you love somebody else and and expected you to understand that it hurts me so much..... then i simply learnt to watch you love someone else and weep silently....then i learnt to be happy that you found love.....
every single time i made attempts to resurrect my broken love life....
but when you asked me to step out of your life because you didnt want me anymore, i found myself giving you what you wanted in a single go without any struggle. i gave you the thing which you wanted and i never thought about what this would do to me....
this was when i truly learnt to love you....
We moved from being complete strangers to best friends. And then, i began to love you... each day was a lesson in love.... first i learnt to give love and expect it in return..... then i learnt to give love and not expect you to love me back, but i expected you to take my love and somewhere i never expected you to love someone else.... then i learnt to just give you love without expecting you to take it or be grateful for it... then i learnt to watch you love somebody else and and expected you to understand that it hurts me so much..... then i simply learnt to watch you love someone else and weep silently....then i learnt to be happy that you found love.....
every single time i made attempts to resurrect my broken love life....
but when you asked me to step out of your life because you didnt want me anymore, i found myself giving you what you wanted in a single go without any struggle. i gave you the thing which you wanted and i never thought about what this would do to me....
this was when i truly learnt to love you....
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